update

i've made it to friday so far.
no baby.
i did have bad enough contractions in the middle of the night that i got woke up. but i drank a whole bunch of water and prayed and prayed for baby to stay in and i was able to go back to sleep.
i feel rotten that i'm holed up back here and can't play with my kid.
he won't stay on the bed for cartoons or books or colors and paper. yet he'll stand outside my door(mom and dad put the baby gate up so i could leave the door open so as not to feel totally cut off from the world but they weren't having to chase TJ in here ever 3 seconds) and holler "MAMA! MAMA!" he's managing ok. he doesn't seem to act like he thinks i'm ignoring him or don't want him.

Big TJ is on his way home! he got out a day early. he should be here early this afternoon depending on how much rain he hits.
our plan is to try and make the baby wait to make her debut until wednesday.he's been warned if that's the case that he'll be the one up doing everything for the next several days.he seems prepaired.
but he has never spent a whole day taking care of tj on his own. it'll be a true test for him.

dad is taking chewy to the vet for me after while. i wanted him to get a good bath and nail trim b/c it might be a while before i can get him back over there. and the plans for my pedicure are out the window.if i'm stuck in bed i can't very well ask anyone to take me over to marble falls to get my feet done can i? oh well, maybe i can get my mom to put a coat of hot pink polish on before they go home.

and that's all i know for now folks.
cross your fingers and i'll cross my legs!